Chaos & Calm

 

Sometimes the only therapy that works is to internalize

To revive yourself from drowning in the vacuum of space and time

Sometimes all you need to do is to pick all your thoughts

And fill them in a transparent glass jar

Only to shake it so strong that all the of them stop moving at once and all that is left is a calm

For some time there should be no shrieks and no commotion

Sometime the undefined silence is all that you crave

And white is what you want to see and at last just agglutinate

In that moment, I wish to cease and be reborn

When the weak becomes strengthened and darkness meets the light

In that moment, I want to walk once again, no wait, I would just run and fly

Just sit alone with myself to discuss what and why is this life

To know why these set of events, why these people and why such timelines

And why these insecurities and why so many helpless lies

Why the beliefs and why such self-inflicted ties

Bored with monotony of goals & tasks so mundane

Now lets begin to re-write and co-create a brand new life

Lets first give me wings along with a sharp pristine smile

Bless with a soul so strong that Erebus fears its divine

Let all the wisdom stay ingrained with brilliance of universe in the mind

Lets shape titanium into a living gut and grit that brings other planets to life

Lets banish all that’s fearful and weak and make air out of love shining so bright

Let fill the lungs with joy and have a heart made out of unwavering cool

A worthy cloak, a holy sword, exuberant charm & an excellent wand